愛、濫觴

I scream and scream....
In my heart,in my mind!

I couldn't understand what I scream for?
The only thing I know is there are full of conflict fighting in my all body.
so ,I couldn't do any thing.
Those sceam and crazy idea use whole my energy.
I look like a doll ouside,but have a huge battle inside.

You might see I shiver,but it is because of the big mass in my brain.
I don't have enough power to supress so it appears like i am shivering.

I shout and shout
In my heart,in my mind!